Welcome to Me

This carrd explains my identity, interests, and any other info I feel like sharing!

Identity

I am a queer genderfaerflux mspec aspec siberian tiger therian, and I use she/they/fae /fir pronouns. I tend to use umbrella terms until I figure out a piece of my identity

Interests

I am interested in mycology, botany, mushroomcore, witchcraft, otherkinity, software engineering, Virtual reality, Lost Ark, Speedrunners, Minecraft, and Roblox

Other

I am mentally ill and mentally disabled, and I tend to not share many of my mental disorders, especially those that are tied to trauma.

Identity: Expanded

I am queer, which means I am not cishetalloperimono (cisgender, heterosexual, allosexual (non-ace-spec)/alloromantic (non-arospec), perisex (non-intersex/altersex), monogamous (non-polyamorous)). I don't think of the word queer as a bad word that should never be used, and I think it is a perfect word to describe anyone in the LGBTQIA2S+ community. Of course, you do not have to use it, but I prefer that if you don't know the rest of my identity, just call me queer

I am genderfaerflux, which means I am genderfluid but never fully male. That means I can be a female, nonbinary, xenic, agender, demiboy, anything but full male. My gender also fluctuates in intensity (that's what the -flux means)

I use she/they/fae pronouns which the full sets are she/her/hers/herself, they/them/their/themself, fae/faer/faers/faerself, and fir/fir/firs/firs/firself!

I am mspec, which means I am attracted to multiple genders. I don't know exactly what genders, and I don't exactly know what type of attraction, so I simply use the label mspec.

I am aspec, which means I am on the a-spectrum, also known as the ace spectrum, or aro spectrum. Again, I don't exactly know the exact label for what my attraction is, so I simply use the term aspec

I am a siberian tiger therian (past lfie), which means I believe that I used to be a siberian tiger in a past life and still feel a connection to it. I also tend to use the label Weretiger (like werewolf). I plan on creating a fursuit to help with my species dysphoria.

Interests: Expanded

I am interested in mycology, botany, mushroomcore, witchcraft, otherkinity, software engineering, Virtual reality, Lost Ark, Speedrunners, Minecraft, and Roblox

I am interested in mycology, and I am starting my research into mushrooms and fungi alike. I used to be super interested in that stuff, but I went through a long depressive and dissociative episode where I basically abandoned all of my hobbies. I love botany too, but I haven't done anything in that field for a while.

My dream aesthetic (for my clothing, room, basically whole vibe) is mushroomcore or goblincore. I love aesthetics with earthy tones and plants/fungi included. I also love aesthetics that collect things, whether it be natural stuff or trinkets you find on the ground

I am also interested in witchcraft, and I mainly do sigils and crystal work right now. I like to create my own sigils and use those created by trained witches. I am in the process of bonding with my first ever crystals as well! Though I have been really busy, so I have not been able to practice. I also worship Gaia, and include that in my craft

I haven't written a story in a while, but I used to write a book in 8th grade when I was bored in class. I have started writing down any story ideas I come up with so if I decide to write, I have an idea!

I love the idea of being able to create my own video game for people to enjoy, I want to create one that will do amazing with other queer people. Virtual reality has always amazed me too, and I hope to make the most out of the headset I own, and maybe do either streams on twitch while in VR, or upload videos on youtube of me playing VR.

Other: expanded

I am mentally ill, if that wasn't obvious. I suffer from SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) and depression. Those I have been professionally diagnosed with. I am not diagnosed, but suspect autism and DPDR (this is extremely likely). I consider my diagnoses disabilities, as it impacts my life so much. It has taken me out of school, distanced me from friends and family, and has kept me from doing what I love

I identify as plural, but not a system. If you aren't familiar with that term, it basically means more than 1 entity sharing the same body. I don't identify as a system for the reason that I feel like I am just separate parts of one person. You may know that as a median system. We don't really work together to do stuff, and just kinda exist. I identify as a tendgenic (a xeno-origin described as someone being plural because it is what nature has set out for them) and spirigenic (an origin described as a system created in a spiritual way or made for a spiritual reason) plural person.

I do have a psychiatrist, and I am currently on medication for my anxiety and depression. I hope that I will recover from these and I don't show the horrible side of living with these.